Monday, March 19, 2012
Why so disappointing...
It's hard to be hard working when there are people that do not even do their part. I once heard that this publication is a "one man show" and certainly, I agree. But never did anyone ask why? Never did anyone tried to change that. Maybe it's too late. Or maybe they don't care as long as they get what they want.
Again, I had spent countless hours editing, lay-outing, and incorporating. And all for nothing. Nothing in return. Not even a helping hand. I am facing problems one after another. But why do I always get to solve problems on my own. You do have a brain, don't you? Why not use it? Why are people so insensitive? Why so disappointing?
I'm so tired. I'm really tired. This is the last time. The last time I'll pay my debt to this publication. I think I have paid more than enough. It's all over now. I'm about to leave. But I will leave with my head up high for I did my best. And I know that my best was not just good enough. But it is the best.
Finally, I'll be FREE.